You will never know if you never try :)

Last few days ago, I tried to use tripod and had a photoshoot with my friend Vanny. After quite a long time I didn't play with my DSLR, I decided and asked Vanny to be my model. She was quite shy when I asked her to pose. Then she asked me to take picture together by using tripod. I got the tripod as a gift when I bought the camera. I never tried to use it before. Even I haven't open the sticker on its box.

Firstly I was quite confused how to use the tripod. But after i tried to pull this pull that that push this and push that, at last I could use it. So, the quote of that day was:

You will never know if you never try :)

This is some of the photos that we made... I know the quality is not good enough but I will try to improve.

Finally, Thanks GOD!!

Hi blogger, so sorry for late update. So many things has happened lately but I'm quite lazy to type.
And all of sudden, I have my mood back to type so I decided to share a little bit in my blog. Now is already 1.10am which mean another new day has begin. Yesterday was MY DAY. God finally answered my prayers. I'm hired by one of property company in Malaysia. And hopefully I could start working on 3rd November. I'm so damn happy when I received the call from the Managing Director. I'm completely speechless. I just can't stop smiling. Eventhough they give me a time for probation for 3 months, at least I got the answer. Thanks GOD!!!

Teach me how to love you after what you've done..

If you live to hate,

You'll never learn how to love.

I keep telling myself not to hate. But to be honest, I just can't lie to what I feel. I'm now trapped between. I seriously can't describe how I feel in words. Sad, disappointed, mad. It is really hard for me to understand. How should I feel if those who I think my real friends are those who suddenly left me without saying a word?

What is on my mind right now is: This life and this earth are so cruel. Some people are loyal, some are just connected and some others just fake.

Dear someone, please teach me how to love you after what you've done..

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are ♥

I THINK EVERY GIRL IN THE WORLD SHOULD BE TREATED LIKE THIS ♥

Eat Pray Love

I can't wait to watch this movie and have the novel. I'm so excited since I saw the trailer and well, the title is quite impress me :)

5 Pricipal of Pencil

Once upon a time, there's a grandmother writting a letter and giving some advices to her grandson as well.

"I hope u will be like this pencil when u grow up later.
This pencil has 5 principals that can always help u to be calm and relax in your life IF u're holding on that 5 principals in life."

Then she starts to explain what are the 5 principals of a pencil.

"Number 1. A pencil reminds u that u can make wonderful and awesome things in life.
Like a pencil when u're writting, NEVER forget that there's always a hand who hold ur steps in life. We called it HAND OF GOD, He will always hold and bring us to His desire."

"Number 2. In a process of writting, U need to stop for couple of times and use a sharpener to sharpen again the pencil.
This sharpener will make the pencil suffer. BUT after the process to sharpen the pencil is done, it will get sharp again. Like u[us], in this life u need to be brave to suffer and face all the problems, because they who will make u STRONG."

"Number 3. A pencil always give us chance to use an eraser, to correct the wrong words.
So, to look up and correct our mistakes isn't a bad thing. It can make us stay in the right way."

"Number 4. The most important part from a pencil isn't the cover but the coal inside the pencil itself.
So, always AWARE behavior and attitude INSIDE u. Self instropection is very good, don't blame on people."

"Number 5. A pencil ALWAYS leave marks. Like yourselves, u must REALIZE that ALL YOU HAVE DONE on earth will LEAVE MARKS. So, BE CAREFUL AND THINK FOR ALL YOUR BEHAVIOR AND ATTITUDE so you're not make PEOPLE HURT!!!!."

When silence is truly GOLD

I'm being quite sensitive lately and I don't know why. I have no clues for what should I do and how to against this feeling. I felt like people around me becomes a little bit strange. Well, I want to be positive but the it hard to change.

What is a friend? What is the meaning of bestfriend? I got blur when I wanted to answer this question because until now. I have been betrayed by my quite close friend and it was horrible. I have been 'used' by my friend which I thought she is my best friend. And now I understand that PEOPLE DO CHANGE.

Most of my friends said that bestfriend share secrets. But do you think we need to share secret with someone who is stand on this earth to be a DRAMA QUEEN??!

I hope it was a nightmare

It's already late and I supposed to be sleeping like what I did yesterday. But something bother me and I can't take it easily. Now I realized how stupid I am when I was still a student and spent much of my time with fooling around, sleeping and did useless things. I just checked my exam results and it is really sucks. I hate myself for being so stupid. Yet, I thank God. Although the results are horrible, at least I passed. OH GOD, I don't know what I am going to do in the future with this result!! :( :( :(

Thanks God

It has been more than 1 month I spent my days with sleeping and eating, yes I'm an unemployed now. I keep thinking, life is full of surprise or in other words, it is really like a box of chocolate. We will never know what we will get.

Before I finished my study, I was keep complaining. I was hoping that I want finish my study as soon as possible. But now, I miss those days when I keep complaining about assignments, group projects and lecturers. So for you guys who still in the college or university life, go and enjoy your life now because you will never know what will be happen tomorrow. Lately, I spent my days with applying job through jobstreet and it is quite diffierent with what I used to think. Before, I thought that finding a job is easy as easting chocolate but it is totally NOT. You need to be patient while waiting a call for interview and once you get call for interview invitation, it doesn't mean that you are already accepted.

Honestly, I'm tired of hoping and waiting. Yet, I know that God is always there for me and He will give the something which the best for me in the right time. I know He will help me out from this.

Thanks God for YOUR blessing.

t-shirt never dies.

Who said we cannot look fashionable using t-shirt?

Some of the pictures below can prove that t-shirt is still on the list of fashion.
And one more thing, for me, t-shirt will never out of fashion :)

menurut gw keren itu.....

Belakangan ini, gw jatuh cinta sama blog-blog fashion terutama blogger fashion dari Indonesia. Gaya mereka gak kalah keren sama model-model luar negri. Sempet nganga sih liat blog blog mereka, sambil mikir "kapan yah gue bisa punya blog keren kayak mereka". Jujur, gw pengen banget jadi kayak mereka, tampil keren dimanapun dan kapanpun. Tapi sayang nyali gw buat jadi trendsetter gak ada. Padahal, lumayan banyak temen-temen gw bilang kalo baju gw itu keren-keren tapi ga pernah dipake. Cici dan nyokap gw juga sering bilang kalo baju yang gw beli bagus-bagus. 1 senjata ampuh gw yaitu, cardigan. Setiap gw dipaksa pake baju yang menurut gw agak sedikit aneh, gw selalu nutupin pake cardigan. Sampe-sampe, temen gw pernah ngumpetin cardigan gw.

Tapi yang aneh dari gw, setiap gw ke butik apa ke toko baju, dan nyoba baju yang gw suka, pasti gw beli tapi ujung-ujungnya itu baju cuma gw simpen di dalem lemari -.-"
Kembali ke blogger-bloger cantik dan stylish abis tadi, gw sempet terkagum-kagum ngeliat gaya mereka dan sekalian mikir " Gileee, tajir banget yak bisa uptodate banget sama model-model yang lagi in di dunia fashion." Gw salut sama mereka, brani tampil beda, percaya diri, bisa make high heels setinggi 10cm dan satu lagi rela ngeluarin duit kocek yang pasti ga sedikit. Beda banget sama gw, gw bakal mikir 100kali buat ngepasin baju di butik karena sekali gw coba, kalo pas dibadan, gw pasti maunya langsung beli kalo ga, bisa kebawa mimpi *lebay.

Yang namanya cewe, pasti mau tampil cantik dan keren. Dan gw ga muna soal itu. Sebisa mungkin gw selalu jaga penampilan kalo hang-out. Walaupun, gw ga bisa sekeren blogger-blogger keren itu, setidaknya gw nyaman dengan apa yang gw pake.

KARENA menurut gw:

semua cewe di dunia, dilahirkan sama cantiknya. itu semua tergantung bagaimana kita ngejaga dan tergantung sama siapa yang menilai.


kita bakal terlihat cantik kalo kita ngerasa diri kita itu cantik.


dan menurut gw, keren itu menjadi diri sendiri.

Bulletin.

1. Did you ever had a secret crush on a tv actor/movie star?

of course! :D

2. Is there a TV series you never miss a episode from?
yep. I love gossip girl xoxo

3. If you had to choose: A (love)relationship or two good girlfriends? (not both!;))
Of course two GOOD gf.

4. Do you have an addiction, something you can never resist? (like chocolate or shoes…)
yeaah, like chocolate and cheese.

5. Do you have a dream you try to chase in your life?
Yeah, everyone has their own dream and sure, they have thier own way to reach it.

6. Describe your ideal day. What would you do?
hang out, shopping, 8 hours of sleep :)))))

7. It’s Saturday night. You are: chilling on the sofa, watching television/movies and enjoying snacks OR going out to a hot club with your girlfriends, dancing like you had only one day to live?
#1.

8. Which colour do you wear the most and is that colour telling something about your personality?
PINK!!!!

Let me pass :(

All I need is your miracle, God.
Since I finished my last paper until now, I keep thinking about my result.
Seriously, I'm scared like hell.

God, please please pleasee let me pass.

The Hardest Part.

Setelah sekian lama menghilang karena kesibukan kuliah, akhirnya gw balik lagi ngeupdate blog iniiiiii..

Terlalu banyak moment-moment yang udah lewat tapi susah diceritain disini karena saking banyaknya. So, gw cuma bisa upload foto-fotonya..
Foto-foto ini perjuangan gw dan temen-temen ke arena tempur *lebay!!!! HAHAHAHA..
Sebenernya sih perjuangan akhir semester, penentuan lulus ato gak..
Disaat kemaren, gw bener-bener ngerasaan apa yang namanya pertemanan.
Kami saling bantu satu sama lain. Ngebahas soal tutorial, ngebahas case study sampe share semua yang kita tau. Dengan 1 tujuan: BISA LULUS BARENG!!

Bukan cuma senengnya yang ada di saat itu. Perasaan takut, cemas sampe capek bareng karena kurang tidur.

Yang disebelah gw itu namanya Samha. She comes from Maldives. Trus disebalahnya orang gila, namanya RIO. hahahahaa

Yang ditengah namanya Simeljit, orang Medan.

Nah, foto-foto yang ini diambil setelah presentasi subject Industrial Relations.

Kalo ini, sesudah presentai assignment Training and Development. I did pretty bad that time sob :(

Those last 2 photos was taken after we finished Strategic Management's paper. We were using the same shirt.

Afterall, sampe sekarang gw masih degdegan nungguin hasil. Takut banget ga lulus, soalnya kemarem ada 1 subject yang susah bangettttttt.. Gw cuma berharap buat bisa lulus subject itu..
Please please pleaseeee gw ga mo ngulang 1 taon lagiiiii....

Dan satu hal lagi, gw pengen graduate bareng sama temene-temen yang lainnnn..!!!

I really want to get over my laziness.

Akhirnya gw kembali ngisi ini blog setelah sibuk belakangan ini.
Cape banget banget banget belakangan ini, tugas tugas pada nyerbu gw 2minggu belakangan.
Gw berharap, gw bisa lewatin ini semua dan dapet nilai yang pantas.

17 July 2010
Tanggal 17 kemaren is my grandmoter's birthday. Karena gw masih stuck disini, gw cuma bisa nyalamin selamat ulang tahun via telpon. I miss her so badly, I wish I was there with her.


Ditanggal yang sama juga, gw ngerasa itu hari sial gw dalam bulan ini. Untuk pertama kalinya BB gw jatoh, setelah berumur 5 bulan. Sakiiiiiiit hati, itu lah rasanya. Gimana ga sakit, barang yang gw beli pake duit sendiri, jatuh karena keteledoran diri sendri :(
Mudah-mudahan itu untuk pertama dan terakhir kalinya :D

Weekend gw minggu ini bener-bener kelabu. I spent my days in INTI jungle, no more KL until final exams, I think :(

Tiap hari gw harus bisa mengalahkan penyakit malas dan ngantuk, supaya tugas-tugas gw bisa cepet selsai. But most of the time, penyakit malas dan ngantuk mengalahkan niat buat ngerjain tugas.
Ternyata, buat jadi rajin itu susaaaah sekaliii.

20 July 2010
Presentation Strategic Management.
I was so nervous, and I just tried my best.2 assignments more to go.
Good luck for myself.
Keep motivate myself ever single day.
I know God is there to help me through everything.
And I know, God will help people who help themselves.

AAARGHHHH...

Oh Tuhannnn...
Tolong berikan saya semangat dan ide untuk menyelesaikan semua tugas-tugas supanya saya bisa fokus belajar untuk final exams ya Tuhannn..
:( :( :(

I seriously have no motivation and ideas to finish all my assignments :(

Jangan Sombong.

Jujur sejujur-jujurnya, gw emang suka iri sama orang lain.
Tapi gw bukan iri karena kekayaannya, gw sering iri sama kecantikan dan kemurahan hati seseorang. *hahahaha. najis banget ini bahasanya.
But I really grateful because I still can control myself. I have my own power to control myself, so in the end jealously, anger and hatred won't beat me.
Bukannya mau sok bijak, tapi gw bener-bener ga suka sama orang yang selalu nganggep dirinya lebih dari orang lain. Mungkin iya bener, kita lebih baik dari orang lain tapi I don't think you need to praise yourself about that small thing to other people. For me, if you do it in front of me, I seriously won't be happy for you, instead I will laugh on you.

Terkadang gw bingung, tujuan seseorang membanggakan diri itu apa sih? Supaya terlihat hebat? Atau ngerasa senang karena lebih dari orang lain?

Everyone has their own pride.
Gw sih ga mau ambil pusing dan juga ga mau peduli sama apa yang orang lain punya.
Kalau dia punya mobil ataupun rumah mewah yah bagus.
Kalau punya harta yang berlimpah juga bagus.
Gw ga maslah kalo ada yang nyombong ato ngebanggain harta di depan gw, selama dia ga nyinggung gw.
Malahan gw makasih banget bcos it gives me motivation guys!


Menurut gw, apa yang seseorang beli, juga bisa orang lain beli. It just the matter of mau atau tidak mau spend uang buat beli barang itu.
Salah satu contohnya deh, semua orang bisa aja beli baju bagus dan bermerek, tapi ga semuanya mau ngeluarin uang untuk itu. Cara berpikir orang beda-beda. Maybe some of people think that it's not worth it to spend a lot of money to get a branded things, but some may think it's worth it.


Intinya, jangan terlalu cepat ngambil kesimpulan kalo kita lebih baik dari orang lain.
Kita semua sama koq dan begitu juga dimata Tuhan.
Semua harta yang kita miliki sekarang, ga akan buat kita lebih baik di mata Tuhan.
"Tuhan tidak suka dengan orang sombong". Itu yang harus kita inget :) :) :)

What a life :')

I wish July could be nice to me. I hope in this month I can finish all the assignments so I can prepare for my final exams.

Thursday 1 July 2010

Tanggal 1 July, awal bulan July, banyak harapan-harapan. For examples are to be a better person and be more positive in all conditions. Dan kemaren gw nemuin kalo dibalik semua hasil yang baik, pasti ada pengorbanan. You have to sacrifice something to get what you want.
I had 7 hours class on Thursday dan biasanya gw bakal bolos 2 jam pelajaran. Dan hebatnya baru kemaren gw ga bolos sama sekali. Alasan gw bolos biasanya adalah, pas break 1 jam, gw balik ke kamar dan tidur. Waktu alarm bunyi, pasti gw udah males bangun. and it ended up with bolos kelas. Ajaibnya kemaren gw masuk semua kelas. Sampai di kelas ditanyain sama dosennya. Dengan tampang ga berdosa, gw jujur kalo gw ga bisa bangun pas kelas dia :p

Dengan hobby tidur, banyak sekali yang terbuang. Karena itu gw setuju kalo we have to sacrifice something to get another something. Contohnya aja kya gw tadi, setiap hari gw punya jadwal tidur siang tapi demi berniat jadi rajin kemaren gw ngorbanin jam tidur gw and masuk kelas :D
Dalam 1 minggu cuma Kamis hari tersibuk dan alhasil buat muka gw jadi bener-bener kucel. Dengan muka lesu dan panen jearawat dimana-mana. I totally stress up with these pimples :(
Friday, 2 July 2010

I love Friday. I have no class and I slept for whole day =D

Saturday, 3 July 2010

Weekend has finally came :) Yay!We are going to Pavilion for shopping. Dan momentnya pas banget lagi sale gila-gilaan. Tapi sayangnya ga banyak yang bisa diborong.
The shop was very crowded and it looks like pasar :(
Mau nyari baju, rame banget yang pilih pilih. Mau nyoba ke fitting room, ngantrinya panjang banget.
In the end, I only bought 3 clothes :(Kecewa kecewa dan kecewa. Itu yang sebenarnya ada di otak gw. Cuma bisa beli 3 tops :(
Tapi setelah dipikir-pikir, I should be grateful. Karena diluar sana banyak yang ga bisa beli baju dan juga dengan ini gw bisa pake duit jajannya buat hal-hal lain :D

Trus malemnya kita ke coco banana (Club at Sunway). Gw beneran ga suka deh pergi ke tempat gituan, kalo ga dipaksa cowo gw dengan muka memelasnya.
But in the end, I quite enjoyed it. Tetap bersyukur walaupun ga suka, karena disana gw bisa ngerasain kalo gw masih dikelilingi temen-temen.

Clubbing + shopping make me poor :(
Baru awal bulan, and kantong gw udah kering lagiiii..
WHAT A LIFE :')

I had a great weekend with great friends and great boyfriend.
I can't describe how my life would be without them :')

Girls are so complicated.

Those pictures are taken on 28 June 2010.
Amel was here to visit me. So happy that time, since she is now working and being very busy.
Seperti biasa kegiatan kalo Amel kesini, kita share sampe pagi. As usual, she gave me lots of opinions and supports.
Topic menarik yang kita bahas adalah: "Cewe itu ga pernah puas, selalu iri 1 sama lain"
Kalo dipikir-pikir emang masuk akal. Contohnya, kebanyakan cewe-cewe pasti iri kalo liat cewe lebih cakep. And it also happens in me :p
Jujur, gw sering banget iri liat cewe cakep yang punya rambut bagus -.-"
Tapi disaat itu juga gw mencoba buat mensyukuri segala hal because it all given from God.
Banyak hal lain yang kita share, tapi menurut gw itu yang paling menarik.
So I totally agree if "Girls are so complicated".

Don't judge a book by its cover.

Barusan gw nemu ini tulisan dari blog arang lain yang ga gw kenal.
Awalnya males, ceritanya panjang, tapi penasaran jugaaa.
Ini dia ceritanya...


dear Diary,

Hai Di, udah lama Vella ngga nulisin kamu yah, banyak banget yang Vella mau ceritain ke kamu Di. Tadi pagi Vella sama temen-temen ngomongin cowok masing-masing. Di masih inget sama Evan kan? cowoknya Vella? Vella malu banget deh sama dia. Dia soalnya nggak kayak cowok-cowok temen Vella yang lain Di. Sebel deh sama Evan, bayangin deh Di semua minusnya Evan nih yah:

• Minus 10 karena dia nggak punya handphone, padahal cowok-cowok temen Vella yang lain punya handphone.

• Minus 10 karena dia nggak dibolehin nyetir mobil sama ortunya karena belum 17, padahal cowok-cowok temen Vella yang lain biar sama-sama SMP udah boleh bawa sendiri!

• Minus 10 karena dia itu rambutnya cuma cepak biasa, padahal cowok-cowok temen Vella yang lain itu rambutnya gaya abhies.

• Minus 10 buat dia karena dia itu nggak suka ketempat-tempat dugem Di, padahal Vella suka banget ke sana, malu banget nggak sih punya cowok kayak gitu.

• Minus 10 buat dia lagi Di, karena dia nggak punya satu pun jacket XSML, padahal cowok-cowok temen Vella yang lain sering banget belanja disana, kalau dia sih paling pake bajunya bangsa bangsa jacket yang merek FILA (idih banget nggak sich Di!).

• Minus 10 banget (dan yang ini banget banget-banget) karena dia masih suka bawa makanan dari rumah buat makan siang ke sekolah! Gila yah Di, malu-maluin banget nggak sih!


Sumpah yah Di, Vella malu banget sama dia, kayaknya mau putus aja deh Di.
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Dear Diary,

Hari Ini valentine, pas Evan ke kelas Vella mau kasih kado, Vella cuma diem aja. Seharian itu Di, Vella ngindarin dia abis-abisan, dia bingung gitu kayaknya Di, kenapa Vella ngindar terus.

Sampe rumah dia nelepon Vella, Vella males tapi ngomong sama dia Di, Vella suruh pembantu bilang ke Evan kalau Vella belum pulang. Dia nelepon 4 kali hari itu tapi Vella males nerima.
Kira-kira 3 harian deh kayak gitu, tiap di sekolah Vella ngindarin Evan pake cara ke WC cewek lah atau ngumpet-ngumpet lah, dan di rumah Vella selalu nggak mau nerima telepon dari dia, kayaknya Vella bener-bener udah illfeel dan malu pacaran sama dia Di!

Akhirnya waktu itu hari Senin, seperti biasa pas di sekolah, Vella ngindarin dia. Pas pulang sekolah Vella ngumpul di kantin sama temen-temen Vella.
Mereka pada nanya kok Vella ngindarin Evan terus Vella diem aja, tapi setelah didesak akhirnya Vella ngaku juga Vella ngomong, "Ah bete banget gue sama tuh cowok, udah nggak ada modal mendingan gaul, dan mukanya setelah gue pikir-pikir biasa banget, ya ampun kok gue dulu mau yah jadi sama dia? dipelet kali yah gue!!"

Tiba tiba semua pada diem dan ngeliat ke arah punggung Vella, Vella bingung dan nengok Di, ya Tuhan Di, ternyata ada Evan di belakang Vella dan kayaknya dia denger yang Vella baru ucapin barusan. Vella cuma bisa diem tapi Vella sempet ngeliat Evan sebentar. Dia diem, mukanya nunduk ke bawah terus dia pelan-pelan pergi dari situ.

Vella diem aja, ada beberapa yang ngomong "Hayo loo Vel, dia denger lho!!"

Tapi ada juga yang ngomong, "Udahlah Vel, baguslah denger, nggak ada untungnya tetep sama dia, ntar elo juga bisa dapet yang lebih bagus."

Bener juga yah Di, ya udah Vella cuek aja, syukur deh kalau dia denger. Dia mau minta putus juga ayo, mau banget malah Vella.

Dua hari pun berlalu Di, dan sejak saat Evan udah nggak berusaha nyamperin Vella di sekolah atau nelepon Vella. Tiap ketemu di sekolah dia cuma diem dan ngelewatin Vella aja.

Seminggu berlalu, 2 minggu berlalu sejak hari itu, Vella mulai ngerasa ada sesuatu yang ilang Di, nggak tau kenapa Vella mulai ngerasa kehilangan sesuatu, kadang-kadang Vella suka bengong bingung sendiri, cuma Vella berusaha ilangin perasaan itu. Vella nggak tau kenapa jadi males kemana mana, pengennya sendiri aja, males ngapain. Semua orang jadi bingung kenapa Vella berubah jadi kayak gini. Vella sendiri juga nggak tau kenapa Di.
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Dear Diary,

Minggu malem nih Di, Ujan deres banget, Vella diem dan ngerenung di dalam kamar. Tiba-tiba di channel V ada lagunya Janet Jackson Di! Tau kan liriknya?

Doesn't really matter what the eyes is seeing,
Cause im in love with the Inner being.

Saat itu tiba-tiba Vella nangis Di, Vella baru sadar... Betapa baiknya Evan... Vella nangis senangisnya Di, karena Vella baru sadar betapa begonya Vella...

• Minus 10 karena Evan nggak punya HP Di,tapi plus 100 karena dia tiap malem rela jalan jauh ke wartel buat Nelpon Vella ngucapin selamat tidur setiap hari...

• Minus 10 karena dia nggak dibolehin nyetir mobil sama ortunya karena belum 17 Di, tapi plus 100 karena tiap malem minggu dia rela naik sepeda jauh dari kemang ke bona indah khusus ngapelin Vella biar ujan sekalipun...

• Minus 10 karena dia rambutnya cuma botak biasa dan nggak suka di spike, tapi plus 100 karena dalam keadaan rambut Vella apapun baik bagus maupun lagi jelek, mau salah potong atau salah blow atau salah model dia selalu bilang Vella cantik banget...

• Minus 10 karena dia nggak suka ke tempat dugem Di, tapi plus 100 karena dia rela nemenin Vella ke tempat-tempat kayak gitu, meski dia nggak suka dan rela dimarahin ortunya karena pulang pagi nemenin Vella... dengan naik taksi ke rumahnya...

• Minus 10 karena Evan nggak punya jacket XSML dan hanya punya jacket FILA biasa, tapi plus 100 karena kalau ujan di sekolah dia selalu minjemin Vella jacketnya meski dia sendiri kedinginan...

• Minus 10 karena dia bawa makan siang ke sekolah, tapi plus 100 karena ternyata nabung uang jajan makang siangnya buat beli kado valentine buat Vella...


Dari 60 minus yang Evan punya Di, dia punya 600 Plus di hati Vella... dari 1000 kekurangan Evan, dia punya semilyar kebaikan... Ya Tuhan Di, betapa begonya Vella yah... Vella yang beruntung sebenernya punya cowok Evan, dan Vella juga yang nyakitin Evan, padahal nggak pernah sekalipun dia nyakitin Vella. Malemnya Vella nangis lama banget Di.
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Dear Diary,

Vella ketemu sama Evan di sekolah. Vella kejar dia dan bilang Vella mau ngomong, Evan diem aja, tapi pulang sekolah dia nanya Vella mau ngomong apa. Vella kasih dia kartu buatan Vella, Vella cium pipi dia dan Vella bilang minta maaf karena Vella udah nyakitin dia. Dia cuma diem aja terus pulang... Vella cuma bisa diem karena sadar, Vella yang berbuat, Vella juga yang kehilangan... Sakit banget rasanya Di, Vella pulang sekolah nangis tapi juga sadar itu semua Vella yang bikin dan Vella pula yang nanggung resiko-nya...

Malem itu tiba tiba mama ngetok pintu kamar Vella, katanya ada telepon. Ternyata bener Di, itu Evan, dia udah maafin Vella, dia udah lupain semuanya... aduh Di, girang banget hati Vella, hi hi hi senengnya.

Nanti malem Evan mau kesini Di, dan Vella mau dandan secantik-cantiknya buat Evan, jadi Vella udahan dulu yah Di... thanx banget udah denger curhat-nya Vella, Vella belajar satu hal Di:

Hargailah apa yang kamu miliki sekarang,
Karena tanpa kamu sadari,
Kamu begitu beruntung telah memiliki-nya.

Selamat malem diaryku...

NB:
Minus 10 Di, karena mukanya tidak tampan, tapi plus 100 karena hatinya luar biasa tampan...

Doesnt' Really Matter what The eyes is seeing cause im in love with the Inner being.


Pas baca cerita ini, otak gw mikirrrr. Ternyata dibalik kekurangan kita, selalu ada kelebihan.
Thumbs up buat cerita ini. Bikin gw sadar kalo semuanya ga bisa dilihat dari luar, it is right when someone says: Don't judge a book by its cover. It just so true!