Eat Pray Love

I can't wait to watch this movie and have the novel. I'm so excited since I saw the trailer and well, the title is quite impress me :)

5 Pricipal of Pencil

Once upon a time, there's a grandmother writting a letter and giving some advices to her grandson as well.

"I hope u will be like this pencil when u grow up later.
This pencil has 5 principals that can always help u to be calm and relax in your life IF u're holding on that 5 principals in life."

Then she starts to explain what are the 5 principals of a pencil.

"Number 1. A pencil reminds u that u can make wonderful and awesome things in life.
Like a pencil when u're writting, NEVER forget that there's always a hand who hold ur steps in life. We called it HAND OF GOD, He will always hold and bring us to His desire."

"Number 2. In a process of writting, U need to stop for couple of times and use a sharpener to sharpen again the pencil.
This sharpener will make the pencil suffer. BUT after the process to sharpen the pencil is done, it will get sharp again. Like u[us], in this life u need to be brave to suffer and face all the problems, because they who will make u STRONG."

"Number 3. A pencil always give us chance to use an eraser, to correct the wrong words.
So, to look up and correct our mistakes isn't a bad thing. It can make us stay in the right way."

"Number 4. The most important part from a pencil isn't the cover but the coal inside the pencil itself.
So, always AWARE behavior and attitude INSIDE u. Self instropection is very good, don't blame on people."

"Number 5. A pencil ALWAYS leave marks. Like yourselves, u must REALIZE that ALL YOU HAVE DONE on earth will LEAVE MARKS. So, BE CAREFUL AND THINK FOR ALL YOUR BEHAVIOR AND ATTITUDE so you're not make PEOPLE HURT!!!!."

When silence is truly GOLD

I'm being quite sensitive lately and I don't know why. I have no clues for what should I do and how to against this feeling. I felt like people around me becomes a little bit strange. Well, I want to be positive but the it hard to change.

What is a friend? What is the meaning of bestfriend? I got blur when I wanted to answer this question because until now. I have been betrayed by my quite close friend and it was horrible. I have been 'used' by my friend which I thought she is my best friend. And now I understand that PEOPLE DO CHANGE.

Most of my friends said that bestfriend share secrets. But do you think we need to share secret with someone who is stand on this earth to be a DRAMA QUEEN??!

I hope it was a nightmare

It's already late and I supposed to be sleeping like what I did yesterday. But something bother me and I can't take it easily. Now I realized how stupid I am when I was still a student and spent much of my time with fooling around, sleeping and did useless things. I just checked my exam results and it is really sucks. I hate myself for being so stupid. Yet, I thank God. Although the results are horrible, at least I passed. OH GOD, I don't know what I am going to do in the future with this result!! :( :( :(

Thanks God

It has been more than 1 month I spent my days with sleeping and eating, yes I'm an unemployed now. I keep thinking, life is full of surprise or in other words, it is really like a box of chocolate. We will never know what we will get.

Before I finished my study, I was keep complaining. I was hoping that I want finish my study as soon as possible. But now, I miss those days when I keep complaining about assignments, group projects and lecturers. So for you guys who still in the college or university life, go and enjoy your life now because you will never know what will be happen tomorrow. Lately, I spent my days with applying job through jobstreet and it is quite diffierent with what I used to think. Before, I thought that finding a job is easy as easting chocolate but it is totally NOT. You need to be patient while waiting a call for interview and once you get call for interview invitation, it doesn't mean that you are already accepted.

Honestly, I'm tired of hoping and waiting. Yet, I know that God is always there for me and He will give the something which the best for me in the right time. I know He will help me out from this.

Thanks God for YOUR blessing.